a speck of dust

To you I was a speck of dust

            When I pass, I’m barely felt

            Barely seen, barely noticed

            Almost like I don’t exist

To you I was a speck of dust

            Like a dust, I cling to you but

            Like a dust, just swept through

            Almost like I didn’t matter

Too small to be seen, 

Too small to be felt, but

I am more than a speck of dust

I am to be seen, I am to be felt

I am to be loved.

Just a Friend

There’s pain when I hear your name

A sudden achy feeling

The same feeling when I see your face

in photographs, it kills me

 

There’s pain in every love song

Every single one reminds me of you

The lyrics they speak for me

Weeping in a perfect melody

 

There’s pain with every thought of you

although it’s pain with glee

The memories and smiles we’ve shared,

the only things I can hold close to me

 

There’s pain when I see you face to face

Pain I can’t show, pain I try to hide

If this is the closest thing to lovers we can be

I’ll bear the pain of being….

 

only just a friend.

Okay

Could it be that I was okay with playing around with maybe,

a possibility 
than
Facing a rejection from someone

whom I thought was the one

and only 
I know I said I’d be okay, but 

I don’t know how, I don’t know when
Though I’ve let go so openly,

I can’t fool what my heart is telling me

Do I just let it be?
Would it fade away with time?

Will time ever fix me?

Coffee Joint

I remember it perfectly, the way you rest your elbows on the table, the way you held your drink. I remember it perfectly, the booth where we sat, that little corner where you had rest your back. I remember it perfectly, the things you said, the way you smiled at me. I remember it perfectly, by looking at you, I knew how much you meant to me. I remembered it perfectly how the look on your face implied you had no clue, you make me fall in everything you do.

Cliff Hanger

After our little stroll

We sat on a bench nearby

And then talked for a little while

 

Winter’s breeze passed us by

I knew the time was running out

My feelings I have to say out loud

 

All the things I meant to say

I poured them out

All along your way

 

You held me in your embrace

And a little longer

I wish we’ve stayed

 

It was too much to think about

I know that full well

I left you with no words to say

 

Yes, I will give you time

I will wait till you need

But what should I make of us?